i hate growing up

Growing up is really the worst. My parents are putting so much pressure on me to go on the doll because I don't get enough hours at my current job. But the thing is, I don't want to have to apply for 10 jobs a week, because I don't want another stupid job. If I got another job it would be one to help my future career path. I'm so over this, they're like "Go to Centrelink" ... "get on the doll" ... "get a Healthcare card" I don't care! Frick, I hate how hard life wants to be sometimes. How would I even pay for Tafe or Uni, I'm wishful thinking and it's ridiculous. I might as well give up on any dream because I can't afford to study. Hex probably wouldn't even help me. Cya later future.