the discomfort of four walls

Lately, I haven't been getting many shifts at my work, because last month they spent an extra $20,000 on staff wages. As much as anyone would love to only work on the weekends like I've been doing, I actually am not enjoying it. First for the obvious reason of not getting paid as much as I need to, but also because I find myself sitting at home all day doing nothing.

Lately I've made really amazing friends and have been thouroughly enjoying my life and time with them, it's just days like today when they're all busy with work, or Uni or Tafe and i'm just sitting at home chilling out with myself. It's extremely boring and lonely.

When I'm working I hate it, I'd rather be with friends and they do things like road trips to Newcastle and I have to work. But we do have fun times, like dress ups to celebrate the Mardi Gras. Back to the point, IM BORED. Im lonely right now. I'd rather be at work counting money - as boring as that is - but at least i'd have something to occupy me. Even if I had a decent TV series to watch i'd be alright. But that's a waste of a day. The weather isn't too swell but I like to achieve at least one thing evach day. Today, I haven't achieved anything. What a disappointment.