happy birthday

Today, not the 28th like I said in a previous blog, is my Pops birthday. He would have turned 79 today. I miss him so much! And I love him more than every single leaf that has ever fallen from every single tree in autumn since the beginning of creation! He was my hero, I looked up to him so much and I don't want to "brag" but he was so proud of me.

There are things from my past that if he knew he wouldn't be so proud of, but he died before most of my mistakes so he im glad he was ever only proud of me.

Im so glad im going to see him again when I die, it excites me. But it doesn't fill the void in my heart when I miss him. I just want a hug from my Pop ♥

Im getting really sick of people dying, especially when they don't know God. How unfair is that? Gods love is so beautiful, and He loves everyone. It's hard to believe, but he even loves that man in Bundaburg who murdered the eight year old girl, and He loves the man in the US who was a doctor, and raped more than one hundred little girls. It's very hard to believe that God can love and forgive them of their mistakes. Its a little disgusting that He can forgive so easily, but thats why He's God, because he's amazing and compassionate beyond belief. I cannot express how much God amazes me. Look at this picture, it's my Mum and her Dad, my Pop. Look how proud he is, and how much love is expressed through his face. I believe that is exactly how God looks at us, His children, every single day.

Once a month, I think (don't quote me), Good News Church has a Generation night instead of Youth, and this Friday the 26th of February, 2010, we are having an encounter night. This night is going to be incredible and God is going to work wonders in all of us! I am going to expect change in not only myself, but in others and the community. My generation of youth and teenagers are too preoccupied with sex and drugs, and it fills a hole while it lasts, but only God can fill the emptiness forever. Only God can fill my soul. From this day forth, I give Him my whole heart.